Our Cotton Tree

Came across a blog with this picture
Probably the oldest tree in Sarawak's developing capital.
And arguably the nicest :)

**Let it snow let it snow let it snow **

I <3 Kuching



"No matter how remarkable the encounter,
home is where beauty lies"

taken from annna.net.

Doesn't feel like school

Third day since school started. So far I've only had 2 classes and there's no class at all on Wednesday. Happy Happy :D as for my roommate aka You Know Who, he has class everyday packed with tutorials and lectures and even on Sunday. Wakaka... Goodluck mamamiaaa

But so far, I've seen tonnes of accounting student jamming into the library doing exercisers and making notes through library resources. Its been two classes and they're so into-the-zone already!! Should i feel guilty and at least do something? But mum, i'm really having fun at the moment.haha.

Living and studying here feels like going for a 4 year long holiday, just that there are classes to be attended in intervals. The walking may make us sweat, but walking through hills and green pathways while the forest breeze cools your sweating body just makes you feel nothing close to pressure school life. You can literally hear the harmonious orchestra of trees and "forest music"!

The route back to hostel.

(Its guarded by security guards in case monkeys kidnap us)

It rains quite a lot lately. Personally, i think TAR looks most beautiful in its raining tune. Whether its drizzling or raining cats and dogs, the atmosphere of the wide campus complimented by the wind blowing trees while a handful of coloured umbrellas lit under the rain (That is when TAR looks most like "Secret" amanda XD) A dilute romantic feeling mixed with the peacefulness of nature :)

Huang and i was "playing" in the rain yesterday after basketball(It always stop us from playing) Actually we had no choice but to walk back to the hostel in the rain cause we didn't bring any ella ella eh eh." I was very reluctant at first but once you're under the rain, you'll never regret it XD It feels so refreshing! Typing words like refreshing or rejuvenating ain't gonna describe it better than experiencing it. So i'm definitely gonna do it again.haha. The hostel guard said we're "main hujan". No la uncle, we're feeling the rain. hehe.


I don't know whether this is a suitable picture to bring out a better impression of the hostel :P (The RICH JPA ppl that once wanted to come to TAR felt disgusted of it, **** you jpa ppl) There are 7 girls block and 3 boys block while mixing is not allowed. But i pretty much believe that rule isn't much implemented. Internet is available if applied for but most student subscribe wireless. There's only one washing machine and one water dispenser on each block, i think its a way to promote socializing ae? Two canteens which averagely sell cheap food but do not compare it to WANGSA MAJU. haha.

View from top floor aka our room =)

Very loving my block and my floor because, there are nice guys, multi-racial guys, gay guys, tall guys, chinese guys, jay chou guys ( Can hear his song EVERYDAY from every floor), helpful guys etc etc. Nice roommate too of course XDXDXD

View from our room 2. see the moutains? XD haha





This....is....SURVIVOR TAR

Doesn't this look like TAn Jiang High School??
(The school in "Secret")

Guess i'm loving this place :)
Credits : God

Pictures when..

I'm in... KL

~At the airport~



Nice car plate :) saw it on the day when we went for Man U Chelsea match at 2am morning @.@
MAN U WON!!!!!!


My desk, books, water bottle, gum, retainer, drawings, Big Mac???



We are friendly environmentalist. And i'm a graphic accountant XD We group our garbage! but too bad we can't find any recycle bin at all around here :(



Mass Call is what they refer to orientation i suppose. Guess how many people are taking the same course as me. 90? 290? 490?..... 900!!!!



Touring school with 900 accounting students is really an experience. Though the school is so big, i still feel so tiny and pack with the "gang". See the students walking towards this direction, the line just won't finish!!!



Can't get internet access at hostel unless we wanna spend money at the hostel cyber cafe. So thats the picture in the closed canteen at night XD Doing something no one else does ( so far as i know )is....COOL XD


Look what we found ------>

Cute puppies!!! XD

On society day, by pure chance, we joined this ATCL programme which stands for Adjustment to College Life. I had no idea why i walk into that dance room hall cause the programme sounded lame. But who the heck knows that it was SO FUN!!! Thanks TAR ppl, with all the orientation and this sorta activities. freshmen are provided with full preparation physically and mentally. And i mean it. haha.

Jo and I were yet again with coincidence placed in the same group. This group was the coolest among all 13 because first of all, i like it very much.haha. In consist of 3 sweet nice malays, Nisa(accounting seniour), Azhar (a fashion desginer and Tenor for school choir!), Najihah (shy broadcasting girl); a friendly Indian, Kartini (my seat-reserver XD), 3 bananas (Jo, Andres and Jen, sorry guys =D) along with a super humourous guy ah seng and creative director team leader....The chines guy in Man U shirt XDD

We won FIRST PRIZE after finishing the telematch, sharing session and lastly exploding the crowd during presentation with the most stand out and creative idea and a talented ah seng as our presenter. That was what i meant by meeting the perfect people with creative idea and strong spirit.
Thank you my Lord :)


As for the 3 on 3 match, here it is! YAY YAY YAY XD

Pinky's photography of our "winnings" as champ ^^



me, Pinky, random teacher, Huang :)



Group Picture



hehe ^^

((lan si people))



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Hey, what about the pictures of the so called biggest college in Malaysia?

Here's a sneak preview --->



Nice sik?
more to come :)

School

I finally found a peaceful place for internet leisure. Should i talk bout the basketball match? Can't upload pictures ler..shit.haha. nvm, so here goes.

There were altogether um..24 teams and my team was D1. Was kinda upset that they didn't gave room for team names instead, calling us A1, B4, C6. We're through with SPM results ok.

My teammates were

1. Huang (Captain yet youngest amongst), 1.90 freaking metres! Has white teeth -.- (says jo)


2. Pinky (like literally, thats his name, Phing Kee i suppose) 1.84metres, charmingly korean


3. Mua XD 1.84metres too. hehe.

So like, our average height would be......186cm? XD certainly tallest among all teams.

I was quite suprise cause the two man considered me "fittest" ^^ Got ka got ka? hahaha.

We won the first 4 games like its nobodies bussiness (^^) but the last group match, we lost by 1. Everyone was so depressed and emo even though we qualified to the quarter finals edi =.= big size man kek emo, imagine that =D

Anyways, the lost turn out to be a perfect blessing as the upcoming opponents weren't as tough as it would be if we won. (those who does not watch sport will not have a minicooper of what i'm talking)

Frying all the way to semifinals where we met a team of cou lao (looks older than actual age ppl). Tough fight and an amazing score of 2-2. No extra time so its freethrows/penalty. I took the first shot, freethrows are always cupcakes for me..

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"and Christiano missed his try!!!!" (cupcakes aren't so nice)

But Pinky and his Brain save the day and we're heading for the finals. Nothing much to elaborate bout the finals as we "fry" them quite burtally XD (meanie)

Aiyooo. no photos!!! But team D1 ended the TARC 2008 3on3 Basketball Match with some flare!! XD

oh btw, Tar college was 1st runner up in 2007 basketball league. Can't believe how wonderful things here have been. Come everybody!! Come to TARC!!! xb

I'm seriously sick of blogging without pictures when all the pictures are just inside my phone right beside me!!! ARGHHH

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I'm surviving currently in school hostel which physically looks like a mountain resort with hills and breeze. Jo saw monkey mama flashing titi's to her monkey babies too.

But the rules states that ((No mixing of genders allowed in Hostels ))

WHY IS COLLEGE NOT LIKE AMERICAN PIE?!?!?!

A Vietamese in Taylors got kicked out of school for having a Party =.=

O well, its good in some ways too :P

For further info of tarc (if you're interested that is, go to Jonathan's blog and see how he puts things into words)

!!!!

i cannot seem to find my phone again!!

JOHNTESH!! I epic FAIIILL. I bet i have had this moment for like 124917413864 times!

Btw, EPIC MOVIE is so boring leh, i fell asleep. (but actually i was dog tired)

Okay, go back to my phone. It's somewhere in this house but i dunno where!! I have a bit of photographic memory but i also think i have short term memory loss. Always happen..everytime i tell my mum, "DID U SEE MY PHONE??" She'll be like, "WHAT??!! U LOST YOUR PHONE!"

SIGH.

Must be the stress, stress my ass, exam's next week and I'm still pedo-ing over 14 yr old taemin with the song "Noona is so pretty" and I'm addicted to Soompi. Damn soompi. I also watched CSI (damn CSI) and Ugly Betty (i won't damn ugly betty cause....nvm DAMN!) I also watched that kim kardashian reality show, i like, very funny. And some random TVB dramas...

The weather...I'm so pissed at the weather!

okay, from tomorrow until after exams, i won't go reading ppl's blogs, no bloghopping, no SOOMPI (T__________T). You think i can stop using the computer, that'll never happen. I depend heavily on music to study.

Actually today was quite a happy & fun day.

Does kimchee smell bad? I like kimchee...a LOT. But my family seems to hate it. WHY? I like the sweet & spicy flavour of it.

I think Ah Lien and Ah Bengs spice up my life, they're funny people. I mean they don't need to talk and people will notice them. Not that I'm standing up for them, but true right? At least they grab ppl's attention (albeit bad attention). I'm such a hypocrite, always contradicting myself, I totally DO NOT like how they dress and talk and behave. BUT THE POINT IS THEY CAN GET PPL'S ATTENTION.. while i'm here typing crap and no one pays attention. : P

I have not wear ear rings for ...like one year? But the hole is still there leh. I'm going to wear them again.

I need a haircut. MENG. =/

I don't give a minicooper about the david vs david show. Yea yea, david cook wins, but i bet the music labels that are aiming for is david A. Come on, he's cute, already has rabid fangirls, is YOUNG, don't get my point? YOOOOUNNNGGG. I'm not siding any one of them, yea, i think cook is better (i just contradicted myself yet i kinda helped david a, oh the IRONY)

See? asians are obsessed with making themselves look younger (avoid sun, the smart way, but if you get old then you get old la..haiya) whereas westerners are making themselves older than their age(sun tan HAHA, u only need a few mins in the sun to get vitamin D, stop with the "I-NEED-VITAMIN-D-SO-I-STAY-UNDER-THE-SUN-FOR-HOURS" crap, dress like hookers...etc) But then when they realized they're aging too fast, they go for BOTOX. But it's damn obvious they get botox okay?? ..and cheek implant! I know your cheeks are getting saggy but get a better plastic surgeon cause i can see like...2 paddings on your cheek that doesn't move at all. What's so nice about going under the knife to get thick lips?? You will only look like your lips were stung by some random bee. It's so SEXY meh?? Thing is.. don't mess up with your face.

They say that girls are extremely good in pointing out ppl who had plastic surgery? And guys totally can't. I dunno about u, but ever since i got into kpop and jpop, i can pretty much point it out. : P Especially rhinoplasty.

Okay, now, i really need to find my phone.

DOUBLE SIGH.

oh yea, my phone is in silent mode, i'm so "smart", how am i going to find the damn phone.

MAJOR SIGH.

Quick Update!!!

School started! So far not so good,






its SUPER GREAT!

i sincerely feel that there's no more place better than this.
(except overseas T.T)


facts bout TARC

TAR is the biggest college in Malaysia
TAR has a high drop out rate (thanks to the quality control department)
TAR has the highest success-in-relationship-rate ( JK, but the principal actually encourages.. WTH???)

Hard to get internet so can't blog yet but guess what? We're in TAR school at night using wireless. A lil creepy but hey, very cool XD

There's tonnes of activities going on just for freshmen, the Talentime Night which is something like a concert, Orientation Odyssey Night which chooses its Prom King and Queen. Too bad i didn't have much balls and talent to offer XD anyway the Prom King/Queen gets a make over and Modeling Contracts which leads to the entertainment world!! haha. nvm

To cut things short before a real update, i'll be joining a freshy 3 on 3 competition. What say you? XD if i win i promise i'll blog bout it. haha. (That wasn't quite a promise is it?)


Wish me Goodluck :)

o by the way, after finishing basketball practice just now, we went to the canteen for some cheap last minute food. And guess what i saw???

Jun Yi having his sweet intimate time with a college girl in this drizzling romantic evening...

Yep! Congrats my pal, Yien Yien's ex-best friend XDD

Fishing My Way To Made Of Honor

Let me win!!! XD (though its not high enough, i fish till 5 in the morning XO)

For more info log on to www.nuffnang.com.my :)

can't sleeeeeep...

I feel like puking.

Feeling really uneasy and NOT well.

Indigestion?

I'm feeling pretty frustrated these days..

Kim Tae Yeon, DBSK, yamapi and internet = supah big distraction to me.

I really need to start studying and stop all this procrastination.

-_-

i need a haircut too.

I think my tummy cannot accept too much food anymore, everytime i overeat (at night, sheesh, no matter how much i eat during the day i don't get full but if it's at night, feels like dying..), i get indigestion and will feel so uneasy like now.

Maybe I should just starve myself for dinner to make myself feel better.

BUT DADDY COOKS REALLY NICE FOOD FOR DINNER! =( (see, tonight he cooked my fav black udon!!! I have not eaten that for so long so i ate a lot, so yummy!! but i regretted eating so much of that, now i feel like crap. :x but i freaking ate it at 5.30! it should be digested by now right..but NOOOO.. )

want to cry liao.. T___T

stupid stomach!

- The End -

Wo Jiu Xi Huan

Actually i wanted to post bout this for a long long time but just couldn't get the chance. (Not copying kennysia k..) And i didn't know Kuching's running the campaign too.LOL. Anyway i'm sick of Bigmacs for the moment so i'll get more in KL.

Had my first Big Mac Chant in Seremban. Guess no one really paid attention to it back then cause it was just 2nd May ( second day of launching ) and people actually threw their free meal "coupon" away. I traveled to Seremban, Negeri 9 that time with just RM6 in my wallet! Imagine that?! for 3 days XDD

Used up around RM2 for a choco-dip ice cream and sat in McD. Stomach started playing Chopin's Nocturne so i gave the chant a try. I seriously thought that that was a blessing since i felt hungry and couldn't afford a meal.

So, just "stole" a "coupon" from a neighboring table after they left and before the cleaner notice. Tried the chant on my phone's stopwatch a few times and i got like, 2.4seconds!?! that was easy XD

To the counter : The staff wasn't sure what to do too cause no one tried it before. They took out a stopwatch and i started " Two all... ... ... sesame seed bun! ". I really think they didn't pay attention to whatever was in between...

tata!!! not as fast but still, i got a free burger for my musical stomach

Dunno whats wrong with my stuck up face.
That was my "cert" for being the first person in Seremban to have done the chant XD

Though they don't eat beef, they were excited too.haha. "McD giving free Big Mac's, bankrupt later... "

Days passed.... Chants passed....Tonnes of Beef Burger passed....

Some places give you free green tea coupons...

some, Cd's too =.=''

Dunno what happen to my stuck up face again, that was all free..lol XD

Among 5, just 2 could eat beef. Imagine how many calories me and the other suck up..


Last month they gave us free McMuffin breakfast;

this month they gave us considered free Big Macs ;

next month???

ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT-VOUCHER???

ba ba tat ta ta...
i'm lovin it..........

Poor Bong Yang. That's all i can say.

Now I have a problem.

BIOMEDICAL ENGINEERING vs. BIOCHEMISTRY

Which one? T_T

Don't ask me to take pharmacy or biotechnology because both have been mainstreamed ._. (I don't want people fighting with me for jobs. XD)

I also don't want to be a doctor because i'm quite afraid of blood and stress and I don't want to study for so long. Plus, i think beauty sleep is super important.

I don't want to be a dentist because it's boring to stare at people's dirty mouth everyday, and if that person has bad breath, i think i'll die.

I kinda want to be a plastic surgeon. BUT then, it's against my moral beliefs. And I know my parents will be 100% against it.

Food Science is ACTUALLY pretty interesting. : D

Psychology too! BUT that means I'll probably never come back to Malaysia since ppl here would rather commit suicide than consult a psychiatrist.

Biomedical Engineering is my first LOVE. Like omg, so interesting!! But it's kinda annoying everytime someone asks me, "Yien, what are u planning to major in?" "Biomedical engineering" *silence* .."Um..biotech ha?" Me : -______- What I don't like about biomed engineering, it requires a lot of PHYSICS and MATHS. T_T That's not my fav subjects man. My fav is Bio and Chem. Plus, it has a lot to do with working with machines and all, and I think I EPIC FAIL in Physics. Like yesterday, for physics lab (so horrible *covers face*)

Biochemistry...see? Biology + Chemistry. Bad thing : Not as fascinating as Biomedical Engineering.

HOW?? HOW?? I know that it's probably too early since i'll only finish A Levels by June 2009. The other thing is I kinda don't want to study like crazy for uni. It sounds pretty stupid but I really don't want that, LOL. I personally think socializing(minus drinking) is better (?) Then I should choose an easier course, BUT THEN, I get bored easily and I need something fun and exciting. I'm so hard to please la. -_-

I suddenly wish I'm super smart and have an IQ of 180, then I can have fun at the same time. HAHA, no such thing. ._.

I think I'm too ambitious. I kinda want to study another language (japanese / korean) or improve my chinese. Okay, actually the reason is because I heard from many ppl that, "Do you know ah? My friend's friend's uncle's son tutor *some asian language, mostly mandarin* at *some place* and omg! He gets paid 100$ per session!" My eyes --- O.O

See, this is why i epic fail. I'm very stingy and my eyes sparkle when i see things like this. I mean, why not right? Can earn more money bo. It's more fun. LOL.

My parents always wonder why I desperately need to earn money. I tell them, " To give you money! And also I want to buy properties, lands, house, car..yakity yakity yakity yak.." Mum, it's your fault for talking about business to me. :P My parents actually never pressure me with anything so i'm wondering why am i worrying so much.

i type too much. -_-

I think the word "epic" will be mainstreamed too. XD like how "TMTH" did.

JabatanPerkhidmatanAwam(JPA) Review

JPA results marked the end of me and architecture.
The field that prompt me to stuck myself in Borders or other bookstores for hours reading on Frank Lloyd Wright and Building structures..

from ancient architectures to modern building design.

Architecture isn't just designing or building of models, it is the aesthetic value of expression and significance through building.

It may sound odd when someone feels excited with the artistry in solid monument or skyscrapers but to me, that is Architecture. The art of building

To understand the FACT that something so similar to my liking would be gone from my pages of LIFE, its so sad. I don't know anymore BIG EMOTIONAL words but i really feel sad.

Well accounting it is! Safe, secure, risk-less, challenge-less? Chaotically ironic course. It would be like asking Elandy to study Actuarial Science, Yien to study Mechanical Engineering, Paris Hilton to study Law.

I do not want to be an accountant!!!

The reason i chose accounting is to grasp a better understanding of business ( do not thing it is unnecessary! ), satisfy my worried parents, and... thats pretty much everything.

JPA was my last hope since UTM did not favor me but hope,,, is somewhere else liao :P

I really thought i stand a good chance since my results were ok,
(I've been trying to believe that 12A's ain't that bad with a B)

extra curricular activities was, amazingly blessed,
( highest with State Representative In Taekwondo if Choir in Xiamen isn't that recognized, i can write two full page on others )

JPA interview was brilliant i dare say
( not too cocky yet VERY enough to mark great impression)

my parents' salary was ok too
( since JPA holders' have parents with 10k+ a month =.=)

Architecture was one of the less competitive course
(guess they didn't place much allocation this year, a malay 11a1 friend from KL didn't get it too)

O well, thank goodness I'm a Christian. Which made me feel better cause i know God has BETTER plans for me. Though JPA to Korea is just marvelous T.T

But!
I have to really stressed here that JPA aren't doing a great job in my opinion. I'm not some radical chinese that is going mad bout racism and ratio and quota all that shit. I really don't care cause there's absolutely no point shouting over it. But! Did the JPA interviewers did a responsible job on interviewing students?

Firstly, there was a decline in toughness in the interviews through the days. At first, interviews were ordered and students have to both relate themselves in BM and English. But till the end, they just let the students talk as if its just letting us finish our time in that interview room.

Secondly, from the people i knew, 3 candidates in the same group got the scholarship. I dunno bout the other 3 or 4 but what are the odds that among 36 groups+-, 50% or more in ONE group of 7 get to strike the lottery? How bout the remaining? Are they trying to fill in the remaining seats for Non Bumi's as soon as possible so that they don't have to reconsider the other 200+ candidates all over? Is that why they are a lot of non-deserving students getting such luxurious offers whereas the deserving one gets stuck up and start becoming radicals going around complaining and further creating a chaotic nation. Is that how you want it government officers?

My point of deserving is MAINLY on financial consideration. (I'm not considered DESERVING as my family can still afford my education, though it is less brilliant than jpa holders T.T)
Why do you offer scholarships to students with average academic results, normal extra activities YET RICH ASS family background? That is obviously unprofessional as comparatively, with the same performance, a student with lower financial background DESERVES it more than the other!

That is like giving aid to Singaporeans and Brunei-ans while letting China and Myanmar suffer their consequences!!!

If its because one obtained real good results= they deserved it ;
One achieved real good sports performance= they deserved it ;
Poor fellow that has those both= Super Deserving ;
Rich fellow with non of the both=WHAT FOR??

That is just superbly unprofessional, letting such noble jobs on irresponsible people is a shame to the government. We're not even talking bout race, we're taking bout doing the job in manner out of the unchangeable quota!

I feel sad not only for the deserving students who fail, but most of all, i feel sad for the government that makes its rakyat lose faith in them. Most people all around talking bout JPA takes it as the reality of MALAYSIA but just think about it, how sad is that? What should you tell the children in school, study well, get good results and the government will testify you based on your LUCK?

Turn around it means, no need to do extra well, just test luck, if you have it, you're off to the wonders waiting for you overseas! If not, get a rich family and worry nothing.

Dear government, what do you want your rakyat to believe in?

Feel

(the girl is still holding a pencil! T_T)

Stay strong, China, stay strong.
(i know i always talk about china but i have chinese pride so bear with me. Plus, this is such a big issue now and i feel so sad. Good thing I know no one that is in somewhere near Sichuan so it's all good.)

RIP to all the lives that were lost. Most of the victims are school kids like me. :( Poor parents too, bai fa ren song hei fa ren is such a terrible thing.

I think Mother Nature is SUPER SUPER pissed off, cyclone at myanmar, earthquake at tokyo (but of course no one died since japan is so prepared like always), now in Sichuan. I read somewhere it's a largescale earthquake (?) So it'll probably still go on. So scary lah. Suddenly, I feel so glad to be living in Malaysia. :p

Actually I want to say sth like "stay strong myanmar" but their government is SO fcked up (that i'm speechless) so I wish the best for the poor citizens.

Happy mother's/ Birthday !

No mood to blog cause i got scolded for things I'm not and didn't do.

Mother's day?

Mum was in KL during that time so i thought i won't be seeing her. But guess what, she flew back right on that day :D 11th of May-Her birthday too! XD

But the reason was- she broke her hand. Been hospitalized and she can't lay straight but to sleep by sitting.

Been with her most of the time. Visit, revisit and visit. Last night i went back to Timberland (*apologize) at 2am. Creepyness... specially the lift that close and open super slow.. try imagining :p

Mum was hospitalized 2 years ago around May too for a broken leg =.='' Haih, what luck. But its ok, cause i'll always be there :) coincidentally this time too!

Well to be optimistic, we do receive visits and buah tangan :D


Went to Norma this morning in an ambulance

My sleeping place

And guess what?

The driver turn on the siren! Niiiccceeee

Guess ambulance driver do not know the meaning of traffic. It wasn't necessary but hey, who cares! :P

Make way Make way, Yang's in the vehicle!

For a while after, it dosen't feel that good anymore cause you start to realise people peeping into the window trying to see whats the serious matter. Mum sat in front with the nurse so i was the only one at the back. Had to act weak and drowsy XD (i was sleepy ok!)




Anyway... to my beloved mummy,

GET WELL SOON!<3<3<3<3<3<3
xoxo

(my mum knew what xoxo meant before me =.=)

Happy Mother's Day

I just went out with mum, sis and bro. I chia them dinner ( japanese food : D ) What a last minute thing. XD But Yun and bro managed to spoil the mood for a while. THANKS yo, really. =_=

I have the best mother in the whole entire world. I'm dead serious. I bet my mum is better than yours. :P If I were to write out a thank you letter for her, it'll probably be 394779435694658 pages long, cause there's just too many things to thank her. I owe her SO SO MUCH and I really do LOVE her.

My mum's policy, family FIRST, work SECOND. And psst, she's our main earner some more. I really look up to her. I dunno la, you people always say I'm rich (I really don't think so), I think it's more of my mum's smart brain that we can live in moderate "luxury". Of course, my mum's wisdom comes from God. I mean, seriously, how can a family w/o a permanent income (seriously NOT permanent so don't give me "but u're so rich" shit cause i don't buy it) get to buy this buy that , travel here travel there, eat this eat that, and yet with all the stress to pay bills, pay debts, STILL be so happy. :D Thank you God, really. Impossible is nothing (i sound so weird today, lol).

I don't recall myself actually hating my mum, she's too good. Sometimes, I feel so guilty cause I can't do much. She has so many things to handle and worry; family, work, and other people's PROBLEMS. (these other people.. -_-.. really..)

My mum is super understanding and patient too. When I was young, I have so many health problems. The hospital is like..my second home. Do you know how horrible my health is? It's like, if i laugh too much, i'll cough the whole night. I can't even eat keropok or any food below 20 degrees celcius. Once, my mum didn't sleep for 14 nights just to take care of me because I was really, really ILL. I was really quiet when i was young until my teacher called up my mum and asked, "Is your daughter dumb?"

My mum is a really good mother. I never understood why she wanted me to take drawing lessons. Really. She used to say, "You'll thank me when u're in secondary school." When i was in secondary school, I kinda realize that. I'm not bragging but I can sketch and copy stuffs like..really really quick. (i sketch graphs better than Bong Yang. :p) Another thing I really REALLY thank her for is -- THANKS FOR SENDING ME TO CHUNG HUA SCHOOL. *bows* I really really hate mandarin back then and I sorta refuse to speak mandarin until I was 12. (explains why pin wei was so shocked that i spoke mandarin to him when he called me...like..2 years ago. XD) I never understood why she wanted to enrol me into chung hua school. I remember crying and telling her that I fcking hate the teachers and mandarin. She always say, "One day you will thank me." and I really did. :P

Do you know how most asian parents favor their sons over daughters? Hah! My mum isn't like that too. She always say, "Your aunties and I was treated "poorly" because we're daughters. I wouldn't want my daughters to suffer the same fate, so I'll treat 3 of you equally." And equal, she did. Heck, mum never gave me any pressure to excel in studies. She's always.. " As long as you don't fail la...but don't you do that!!" :p mummy's so cute! (that's what yun and I always say..haha..she has the cutest expression sometimes)

Here comes the explanation for my GHOSTLY PALE SKIN. Like most ASIANS, the women usually think that PALE is always BETTER than being DARK. (i don't really dig this stereotype) I used to have horrible skin. You know what my mum did? Every night, she'll apply Baby Johnson's lotion onto my whole body. Everyday, she'll give me an apple to eat. (yes, "an apple a day keeps the doctor away" is so damn TRUE) The only reason why I used to swim every week when I was young was also because my mum acknowledge that my lungs were very weak, but she didn't complain, bringing me to matang/KGS when she could have just stayed at home and take a nap.

I promise her that one day I'll earn big money and give her lots of MOOLAH (for daddy too) :p But then she said, " All I want is you to be happy and be a good christian. " ..." But if you give me money, good also, I like. " Haha. XD Mum, just you wait, I promise you that I'll give you what you deserve.

I think, w/o mummy, I won't be the same ol', happy-go-lucky, "ignorant"(what yang said) girl.

My mum is SUPER DAMN OVER-THE-TOP AWESOME RIGHT??!! (Thank YOU God, THANK YOU!!)

I love you, mum..

FOREVER. : D


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I spent the whole day yesterday watching Nobuta Wo Produce (i know i'm so lame, so old punya drama.) I watched it for the sake of YAMAPI. And oh boy, nice drama!! Definitely recommended! if you have a crunchyroll account, you can search it up. Yamapi is so freaking cute and dorky and funny there!!!! AHHHHH, I have a major celeb crush on yamapi! Maki is so cute too! I've never liked kame (always thought that akanishi jin is the only hot guy in KATTUN) but gosh, i think I'm starting to like him too. gah, since when did i like johnny's boys so much?? Only Yamapi!

Seishun Amigo is like a drug. -_- Si! :p

edit : i cannot watch kurosagi!! T_T I want to watch YAMAPI so badly, i hate copyright stuffs. -_-

Flight 5210

Guess who was the first person i saw after getting of the plane, with coincidence-->

Jonathan Teo Cock Qiang
(Jonathan has a powerful ----) XD

It was quite cun for i was coming back to Kuching on the 7th and Jo was going to KL on the 7th. Surprisingly, we were using the same plane too! In turns that is.

Met this guy since i was... 13. And its been the 6th year so far.

Sadly for him, he's gonna stick he's ass around me for another 4 years to come
(most probably).

He will be my roommate, schoolmate, makan-mate, shopping-mate (=.=), lepak-mate, (*-*), sleep-mate (O-O) etc.... on the new series of,

SURVIVOR TAR

The Hostel


For the yet to know reason, the contestants won't be staying at the beloved, wonderful, lovely, enchanted, perfect, nicer-than-taylor's residents in WANGSA MAJU
near TAR college but,they are actually going to stay
IN
TAR ITSELF !
O-O'


Your contestants,

Mr.Hahn

Mr.Young

..
..
..

The "producers" are still looking for participants that would take up the challenge to join this two guys in the thrilling adventurous horrendous reality show.

Prerequisites:

• Would love to live at Wangsa Maju (X3)
  
• Has a laptop and is willing to share with me (me a Yang!)
  
• Loves Man U
• Play at least, badminton (ahaha)
• jk, just join!!!
  

See who will outwit, outlast, and outplay in the newest reality blogger-survivor series with the combination of crap and sushi+rice in SURVIVOR TAR live from
Tunku Abdul Rahman College Hostel!!!

log on to www.bigbadmrhahn.blogspot.com/ www.sushiloverice.blogspot.com for the newest updates,
information and live chats on Survivor TAR!

ya-ma-pi

So...

I'm very unhappy because i have PMS + exams now....(very sick of studying, VERY)

Actually i don't feel like blogging...but..stress...

But...today..I watched "Story Telling Club" on KBS. (no, it's NOT a show for little kids.)

It's a show where people tell stories (made up one la) and the judges comment and evaluate their stories. It's a very interesting show, since I LOOOVEEE stories (mini dramas), especially the ones that has many twists and can blow your mind.

*inserts creepy music from Ju-On*

One day, a guy was running from somewhere to nowhere. (okay, actually i didn't watch the front part so I'm making up my own story now. :p) Then he panicked, run very fast, because apparently, there was a LIGHT following him around la. Some unknown source of LIGHT, he freaked out and just kept running until he sees a random house in the middle of nowhere.

He went to look inside and he could see an old man. *den den den..AHHHHHHHHH* The old man was watching TV. He felt quite relieved lo, so he knocked on the door and asked for help. But the old man seems to be deaf or smth, he didn't respond and just watch his own TV. Then again!! The LIGHT appeared, the guy was like, "OMFGGGG!!! U OLD MAN!!! OPEN UP THE DOOR!!! I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!"

Then, the door cracked open, like, so mysteriously. You know, like when you watch those horror movies, the way the door make the sound and open, yea, like that. Then he was like.."PHEWW" And walked in slowly (horror-movie-style). Never did he know...that was the last time he would see the LIGHT...before he will....

So he walked towards the old man, and ask sth like.. "Where are we at?" The old man didn't hiu him and just watch his TV. The guy walked closer to him (so brave) and then got a shock to see that the old man has NO PUPILS. The old man just laughed. And he said sth like.. "Do you know..the last person who was here...DIED.." The guy was like.."what... ?! freaking psycho.."

Eventually, the guy got tired and slept in the room. Then suddenly he had a terrible nightmare that he was watching TV and sth happened (hint : there was a hand). (actually, i'm lazy to elaborate :p) He woke up and then realized it was morning. He walked out of the room and wanted to go out. And then, surprise surprise, the old man was there again watching TV, as if he has never left that seat. So he asked "Hey, it's morning, why is it still so dark? Can I go out?" The old man, "No, you can't go out...HAHAHAH!!" The guy freaked out and went back to his room.

Many days have gone by, but he was still trapped in that HOUSE. He was super hungry so he begged the old man to give him food. Then, the old man asked him to search the fridge. (i know, you must be thinking, OMG! maybe got some human anatomies inside! climax climax!) The guy found food that he want, and ate a lot. He kept eating and eating and was always hungry. When he went back to sleep, he would have nightmares, after nightmares, he would be hungry, then he would eat, then he would go back to sleep, the cycle go on and on for many days. p.s, the fridge had any food he wanted.

So one day, he cannot tahan liao! He asked the old man furiously, " WHERE THE HELL AM I?? WHY CAN'T I LEAVE THIS PLACE?? WHY IS IT ALWAYS SO DARK???!" The old man replied, "The killer is feeding you so that you will be fat, HE WILL CUT YOU INTO PIECES! HAHAHAH!!!" By this time, the guy was becoming insane, he's like..wtf..wtf..what did i do??!

The old man added, " You will be killed in the next few days, why bother escaping? you can't escape!"

Uh oh, the LIGHT appears again, it's a sign -- THE KILLER HAS COME. The guy panicked, he didn't want to suffer a brutal death. He searched around frantically. And he found, A ROPE. He was thinking to himself, "if i hanged myself, i won't need to suffer so much." And yes, he did, he hanged himself. But before that second he lost his life, he finally saw the LIGHT, he saw... a doctor and a nurse in WHITE.

THE END!!!

Nice bedtime story hor. :p

Okay, time for elaboration. I was like.. HUH??!! what the frap! what kind of story is this, what LIGHT, doctor nurse oldman??!

_Keyword_
guy - foetus
Old man - Mother
TV - The world outside
house - mother's womb
fridge - umbilical cord
light - ..uh..real light la..lol..
guy's death - abortion
killer - the person who agreed with abortion

Kinda interesting, no? The story was written in a foetus' point of view. It's also about abortion and how cruel it is. I've never really thought about this. I mean, do you remember how was it like being in your mum's tummy?? ...for 9 months! We never know how a foetus feel inside the womb, how he struggles for life. Maybe those nightmares come from the stress from the mother of wanting to abort him.

I've always been against abortion. It's no different than murder. The only time when I would partially agree with abortion is when....there's incest. Seriously, the baby of a father/brother and daughter/sister, is seriously..messed up. The baby might have many health problems because of those genetic probs. It's just SO WRONG. Like the recent news about a father locking his daughter up in a cell for 24 YEARS, raping her and having 6 CHILDREN with her. Their kids probably have never seen light!! Omg, i think i just threw up my dinner. :x

*goes back studying. T____T*

shit. i'm supposed to blog about how hawt yamapi is !! =.= nvm, until next time....

90/10

I am seriously pissed right now...but then. I remembered this article mum's friend pass it to me that day when we had a chat.

The article was titled-
Discover the 90/10 Principle by Stephen Covey

What is that?

According to Covey-
10% of our life is what happens to us which we have no control over,
the other
90% of our life is decided by HOW WE REACT

I quote the whole example from the article->
"A man is having breakfast with his family when suddenly his daughter spilled the coffee onto the man's business shirt.
This is the 10% that he has no control over.

Next?

He cursed, scolded his daughter and she starts crying. He turn to the wife and start scolding her for placing the cup near the table edge. They start verbal fighting. The man stormed upstairs to change another shirt. When he got down his daughter was too busy crying she didn't finish her breakfast and missed the school bus.

The wife had to leave for work. The man rushed to drive her daughter to school. Because things were running late, he speeds upon the allowed speed. Got himself a 15minute delay and a $60 traffic fine. When they reached school, the daughter left without saying goodbye.

The man finally reached his work place, but he was rushing all the way that he realize he had left his briefcase at home. The day started terrible. And it seems to get worse and worse. He looked forward to come home.

When he arrived home, he felt wedge in his relationship with his spouse and daughter.

Why did all this happen?
because of the coffee?
because of her daughter?
because of the policeman that fine him?
or because of how he reacted?

Here is what could have and should have happened.

Coffee spilled, daughter cried, the man comforted him by saying, "its ok honey, just be more careful next time". The man went upstairs to change and brought the briefcase along. Came downstairs and saw his daughter waving goodbye before getting up her school bus. The man arrived early at work and cheerfully greeted the staff. "

See the difference?

The 10% was the coffee spilled incident that happened early in the morning which no one had control over; while the rest of the day which makes up the 90% really depends on how the man reacts to that situation. Don't you agree?

That, is the incredible 90-10 principle. "Very few know and apply this principle", but it works remarkably.

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I was walking alone back home after days of exciting vacation with some new friends. Grabbed my laptop and was all pumped up to blog before noticing that the whole laptop screen was loose! It's spoiled! I started getting angry. And i started pointing out by suspecting maybe the landlady spoiled it since i left the door unlock for so many days. Called my mum and she said "it was all my fault, why did i call her for?". Very pissed.. conflicts with a friend burst simultaneously. Consoled a friend and it did not worked out well. Plus Yien came complaining bout her stuff which got me into a worse mood.

Ahha..apply the 90-10 principle. How to? Pray/sing/shower/music/blog...All i know is if i reacted the wrong way, things ain't getting any better but far more worse. So thank you Stephen Convey and the guy that shared this with me.


:)

mini update

So...

These few days...

Have been occupied by studying, TV, internet, crazy chats, shopping [i know right, we are quite siao, exam is like next week we still have time to go to the spring, neh, cause leatrice want to find hawt guys, I told her don't have ba. To her disappointment, yea, zero hawt guys. Guys with chicken(horrible bleached) hair got la. Okay, actually the guy at the camera shop/store got STYLE, i like his thick frame nerdy glasses, the other day, i went to shop for glasses with mum and sis, i wanted to buy that kind of glasses, but the shop owner went :O, and ask me "WHY DO YOU WANT LAO AH PEK'S GLASSES??!" I'm so hurt and so embarrassed so I just kept quiet. T_T I told her it's very "in" now but she don't believe!! Memangnya sikap orang kuching. ] etc normal stuffs...

So I feel very tired.

But...

Good thing is,

MY FACE BECOME SMOOTH AGAIN!! no more horrible acne..

It's all yien yien's hormones' fault!! You see, if i sleep later than 12, my skin will become so horrible, so after someone pointed out that i have a lot of break outs, I WENT TO SLEEP AT 10!! And then my face become less ugly again. :D

So.....that day...my sis and I...we watched this program on KBS world. So funny!! Forgot the name. But it was like a talk show on why people react this way, more specifically, WOMEN. "Why do girls fan themselves when they laugh?" "Why do girls go to the washroom together?" "Why do girls use both hands to support their head when they're bored?" "Why do girls refer themselves in the first person's POV?" ....etc... they act all the scenes out some more!! So my sis and I laugh like crazy because most of the things stated, we somewhat did it before. :p

Few days ago, i was talking to vanessa and then suddenly, dunno how la, talked about ling chi ling. She suddenly say "I HATE HER!" I was like, "O_O why, lots of guys like her. " I thought that the reason was "the way she speaks is so fake...bla bla.." Do you know what's her answer??

"She's too PALE!!!"

LE GASP!! If you know how I look like, it's kinda embarrassing to say that to my face. I'm not bragging but I'm very pale that anna always ask if I'm ill. HOW CAN SHE SAY THAT TO MY FACE SOME MORE!! T__T I was thinking to myself.. "so u hate me la.. -_-" It's true that many asians (especially koreans, japanese and taiwanese) hide themselves from the Sun because they want to stay pale. Amy always say.. "yi bai zhe san chou" (one white hides 3 uglies... yeh..doesn't make sense..i'm making a direct translation. :p) But it's not my fault I'm so pale, T_T, it's GENES, I don't even put sunscreen (so oily) or hide myself from the Sun. In fact I always find a spot in the library that has some "sun".

Don't get me wrong, I don't want to be tanned too, I wouldn't want my face to be filled with blackheads and spots before i reach 30, haha. But I crave for a healthy glow on my face, T___T

Just now...

I was taking my nap, but woke up 30 mins later because IT. WAS. TOO. DAMN. HOT. I'm talking about serious heat here, there's two air-conds working in the room, but I woke up, sweating like a pig on the bed. These few days, it has been really hot, Kuching is turning into a sauna. I really hate this kind of desert-like weather minus the wind. Rain also no use, still hot. I sit down also sweat like crazy. Good thing is, I don't need to move a finger to sweat. :p

So...today's main point is this...

SAMSUNG ANYCALL HAPTIC CF (DBSK + SNSD)

MY FAV TWO GROUPS!!!!!!











I kinda like the phone, it's samsung, :D