No Reason To Hide

Was there two weeks ago. Am never the same person again.

You're alive and we are free

You are everything, everything we need!

just feel it

Life's great, with-the-right G

I have urges of blogging all the time, from small thoughts to self proclaimed philosophies. But at the end of the day when i reach my room after dinner at the most odd hours, i find those written thoughts unworthy as compared to a goodnight sleep. However, even though tomorrow's gonna be a huge day for me and im utterly tired, i find this worth typing.


It has been nearly half a year since Encore started.(wow didn't see that coming) Its brain storming and laying of ideas started all the way back when we were still caught up with sbs night. I was reluctant to join back then till i was truly guitly for letting the annual event die away from my responsibilities. And hence, there i was with the team and the theme which initiated by a thought of a stage built of buildings made from boxes. Urban, just a simple term which spilled out of my lips without registering thoroughly, became the theme and goal of the event behind a 40plus committee.

To cut things short, the planning started long ago while the stage building started this monday right after i touched down from LCCT terminal. It has been a great experience through the week as the progress slowly matures into a presentable structure as well as the bonds and the gatherings of volunteers that i'm truly thankful too.

I told myself that it was worth blogging before the event, to record the mind picture and perspective of the process, because the final night has never been the true picture of an event. But reaching my room every night with my whole day's energy run out on the stage, the writing never came.

Wow i just wrote so much unrelated stuff. Ok, so here goes. Tomorrow is gonna be a truly great day. I know it, i just do. At least for me, it will really be. There would be a lot of life changing experience to add on and many many firsts in life ready to be written on the pages of my life.

But even though there would be great achievement be it successful or the other ways, i just really really wanna give God all the praises! Yes tomorrow's a Sunday and i wouldn't be able to make it for church. But the praising of our Lord does not stop in church, the worship onto Him is not only through songs in church. I might sound like i'm making a comforting excuse to ease myself off guilt but no, really.

Life experience can be very rewarding, to self satisfaction and outward recognition, but above it all, i realized that through my own ability and talent, i would never be able to attain and experience all that i'm given. My desires and dreams are being taken care of so dearly that it becomes more than what i can even expect myself. Being in that state of shock, my heart am no longer captivated by the dreams and desires itself, nor the achievements or results that might or might not come to pass. Instead, my heart is captivated by That someOne, that truly took all the effort and time and patience to teach and give and bless me with more than what i could even imagine myself asking.

I really know, really, that i am uncapable, untalented and unskilled, but because of Him, i can. This amazing experience of being already in the high speed zone when you know you're not even capable of reaching there is just wonderful.

And all this happenned because He is truly taking care of me, and the experience of His love and blessings teaches me even more about Him, that He created the Heavens and the Earth and hence, His blessings and love for us knows no boundaries!


Thank You!!!

i'm actually more excited about conducting the gathering (prayer) for Christian committee and finalists of Encore than anything else :) Use us oh Lord, and let us experience You more than we could ever imagine! :)

Goodnight!

13/3/2010

SBS Prom Night- Garden Of Eden

From the sketching of rough ideas, to the brainstorming of the program flow into late nights with Andrew months before anyone has thought of, to the collecting of inspirations across the internet and shopping complexes ( yea shopping malls are such an inspiration :P)...

Being able to see the progress of a spontaneous casual topic during dinner turning into a sold out event of more than a thousand, i would say its truly a blessing. The whole giant realization of the event would not be as it is now without the extra stubbornness and overtime hard work, but i or we shall claim no credit of this because i know behind me, it is exactly God that is bringing things into past. Its really hard to explain now but yea, i'm waiting to testify right after the night itself :)

The Garden of Eden, i am uncertain of how Christians out there may see it, but i see it as the starting of a revival! The Garden of Eden is where man was created by God in His own image and compassion, it was where man dwell in abundant life of true joy and satisfaction, it was where everything was just so pleasant and there was no need of worries an anxiety, it was where everything begun.

Thank you Lord for revealing ideas and concepts to me, blessing me with a committee with a purpose, and thank you for your guidance through out the journey, it is only for a fool to think that all this could be possible by our mere efforts. I pray for wisdom and understanding, and thank you for the grace that is forever sufficient!

I pray for your hand to be upon everyone that is working on this event, may they be blessed with health and strength, reveal yourself to them in their times of hardship, and let them see how mighty the God who created the original Garden of Eden is! X)

Garden of Eden, 29th Nov, let it be the starting of a whole new chapter, of more miracles and wonders, of more testimonies and blessings, let it be, the starting of a revival in TAR!

in the name of Jesus we pray, Amen.

Back to Basics

Greed, Lust, Pride




LOVE, FAITH, HOPE

We are the Stage Directors

Its been a week since Talentime Night ended, the event of the year i shall labelled it :) But due to the hecticness that is still going around school, work and play, i don't have the time to write a full post on it.. YET.



However, it was really a blessed night. And again the stage wowed even me myself just as it did the last time during sbs night. My prayers were the same for both events, that the stage is gonna look so obvious that it was by God. And indeed, it was by God's own hand that the stage became such a huge sucess. I'm not boasting of myself here, i am boasting of my God! Good feedbacks kept swimming in from the judges, the principal, the school officials and of course the students. As for the Student Affairs Officer, he said it was the best since 2001.

2001!!! I was still in primary 5 when that stage was built!

Praise You All Mighty! :)


Due to the straint and long hours of TT, my studies needs quite a lot of catching up. Second year says everyone, that it is sooo tough and hard and you gotta play serious or you'll perish bla bla bla. Well of course i haven't been through second year to tell others whether it is hell or heaven, but so far... It's always heaven when you know Who's looking after you :) Come on people!

For those that have been curious, stop asking me my formula of balancing between studies and work, its an open secret to all, that Jesus loves me sooooo much and He loves you too :) call me and i'll tell you everything :)


The weeks to come are gonna be even more unbelievable, (every week seems unbelievable XD) uncountable assignments and exam which i never knew was gonna happen in such a massive scale. But yea, everything's gonna be alright! :D Why is it so coincidal that all these academic stuff did not clash with TT? i wonder :)



All the best to you all, Life's good, with GD XD