Saturday, September 29, 2007

Second piece of furniture-- the hectic old-time-table.

Spare me consideration tokkens...
Study study study....very tired of it laaa.tho i might be the one who's studied the least(ding). I really want to but theres just so many things blocking me(ding)...Ok,might be a lil annoying but let me just list out the stuff i have in hand and the ones that spontaniously came to me.
  1. House athlet management---have to be in school on tuesday,weds and thurs afternoon to meet the "athlets" that are so hard to see! hello, u guys are not superstars and i have no interest in having your autographs. Sometimes i wonder why sacrifice time when people are not commiting at all. Imagine the feeling of-> coming to school with high spirit hoping to see some "espirit de corps" from your fellow housemates but in the end, jst a few show up. People of Barney's Frens!!! Wake up!
  2. T-shirt---- phew,,thank godness half the job is done. For the last few days slept at 1..well,not me actually la.Elandy!!! has been working on it and suprisingly he didnt sleep for a whole night to finish the design. Maybe i push to hard ? did i? haha. sorry if i did. For the "harsh" comments and pushing and being "un-creative",sorry. Well a hyper side always needs another less hyper side to neutral it up ma.haha. AAANNNywaysss(ryner style), rush on the design, struggle to talk teachers out, running around for orders (really was runnning away from penyelia ptg with phillex and hussien that day! RUNNING!!),calling teacher at night, collecting merely enough money for the shop deposit...ahhhh.Its almost over,fighting!
  3. Basketball competition---> After the previos post, another match will be on tommorrow. Missed a lot of training with the team due to other reasonable activities(told ya im busy). The thing is my legs are injured once again,tata! it looks like two "luohan"(as in the big head fish).I have difficulties goin down stairs so nxt time u see me do lend a hand pls. But the competition,,how?? The last one i got scolded enough.Make me feel as tho im still as sucky as a rookie.its like being the one left out and the rubbish waste.Hope i can at least play to my standard(does coach know i have a standard anyway? -_-lll ) break a leg! i'll do my best. P.s. = not one man show.
  4. Studies!!! Ding, sorry i cant kick ur ass this time. I mean time is just so different between us.lol. But really, you are a moving stone or rather a pushing force to me, to many others too i suppose. After so much sleepless nights and still yet activities,my body is so drain out its like---DRY! my eyes are so salty and my black eye is ...rarely noticable.haha.im dark skin ma. i really tried to study but..haih haih. Why roselind don't have to study almost at all and still score so colourfully ha? lol.Give me your brain people of smartness. Ding!!!
  5. PrS--> to those who dosent know wad prs is->ooopsss, i dunno oso.haha... P..sumthg..rakan sebaya. the project! Its due on this month and we hardly done anything. I'm quite nervous with the P.R. work by calling up people and stuff. shit, have to find info bout the kejuruteraan kayu...better make this short. Anyway, i hope my members can be more considerate,lol.i know i dun have the rigths to ask for it but i'll do my very best with whats left of me...haha!*weak laugh.
  6. Art--->What is wrong with that teacher? i have printed so many stuff for her and still its not to her satisfactory. Aaaaa!!! seni assignment due on thursday and theres so much to do...dead dead..
  7. o yea, the spontanious works. Works for the family of course. Not going to say what is it but i spend more than an hour under the hot sun working. Its definitely easy to read the words "under the hot sun" but imagine jst standing under it for half an hour. what more to say work and sweat like its raining. My sweat per work may be more than the total volume excreted by sum for a whole month,ha! Plus plus,it was after taekwando and basketball practice.wow, arnt i amazed at myself? haha
  8. hmm, think i dun have time for a 9.) and a 10.) and.. i do have that much to elaborate on tho.haha...gotta get back to history form 4. Ammaravati ialah,,,devaraja kepada hatsheput firaun pada 510 tahun kuda sempena kemunculan cuneiform dan mohanho-daro...ahhh
    All in all, i dont have much time at all. Thankfully choir is not aggresively roaring. A week of 24/7 minus activities minus tuition minus sleep,lol. think we shouldnt stress ourselves so much do we? Dont minus time for more work,minus time for more play.haha,thats the only SOS word i can say to make sure i dont go DRY.

Last words....Hope i dont have to write a sad post for stranger 2ml night....really hope so. God help us .+. and bless my dear uncle.


and and,,,hope my swollen thighs will recover as soon as possible. Chanquish....

(Those were the days, see why i find a free saturday so uniquely odd :p)

1 comment:

Ivan Liaw said...

我一直在想…
現在的人是不是都太軟弱了呢??
不想寂寞…卻也不敢付出…
更不敢去追求
我們常常懷疑自己 ,
明明條件不差 為什麼偏偏沒有另一半 ,
那些不那麼漂亮 ,不那麼可愛 ,不那麼幽默的人,
反而擁有令人羨慕的感情,
為什麼呢……??
我想…是因為…
我們都太小心 、太謹慎、 太不敢去愛了吧…?
我們將自己的感情包裝的好好的,
不讓對方發現,
為了所謂的矜持與害怕…選擇等待…選擇放棄…選擇錯過…
偶爾我也會為獨自一人的日子感到空虛 ,
雖然身邊同性或異性的好朋友總是支持著自己,
卻有種模糊不清的不安全感與不確定感…
我真的夠好嗎??
有時我不禁自我懷疑…
面對愛情, 處於被動一向是種最安全的方式
而且…輕鬆…

於是為了寂寞為了尋求陪伴,
我們不免會考慮起那些有勇氣對自己表白 ,
先付出心意的人, 無論結局是好是壞…
對自己的傷害都不那麼大, 因為 “是對方追我的”
“我沒有像他喜歡我那麼深”
被愛很幸福…
可以接受可以拒絕可以有面子,
於是我們總是等著人家來愛
但是…當我們發現沒辦法愛上對方時呢??
又或是我愛的人永遠都不說愛我呢?
我該接受那段不期盼的感情,
還是勇於追求自己的幸福呢?
想著過去感情生活的空白
我發現那時的自己 既不敢接受愛我的人的情感
也不肯去追求心動的對象
只是偷偷希望對方能主動
難怪…我會這麼的寂寞…
這是因為…
我不給別人也不給自己…任何的機會…
“現在的男孩不是騎士
現在的女孩也不是灰姑娘”
當我翻起自己寫的日記時
心中突然湧起好多的感觸
過去的傲氣消逝的同時
有些事卻不曾改變
現在的男孩確實不一定有勇氣追求自己喜歡的女孩
現在的女孩也不一定需要等待白馬王子的邀約
但是…在這個大家都那麼脆弱的時代
或許男男女女都選擇了沉默
我們在曖昧的界線中遊走
不太近 也不太遠…
在若有若無的暗示中
期盼對方的回應…
我承認我是這樣的……
但這樣會錯失多少可能的幸福呢?
很羨慕很佩服…
那些勇敢坦率說出自己的心意表現自己的情感的人
不管是男孩對女孩
或是女孩對男孩
他們都對自己誠實的好可愛
或許會為了愛情而興奮得整夜難以成眠
或許會傷心得淚流滿面
然而…
比一再的遺憾…
來得精彩吧…
我想我們都應該更勇敢些
更堅強點
不能因為害怕傷害…
就乾脆不去愛了…
喜歡一個人,何必在意先說出口
想跟一個人牽著手一直一直走下去
分享自己的喜怒哀愁
這樣美麗的心情 ,難得一見
我們都要學著更溫柔…對愛我們或我們愛的人…
認真接受認真付出 ,遺憾與後悔
比什麼都讓人難過 ,別讓幸福…
又由身邊流失了…
我要…更珍惜所有的一切

1st step to be more jiwang than u... hehehehe..