Life is Uncertainty... No, Uncertainty is Life !

When i first wrote the word, which some people thought its "jiwang" (better raise hand ha), i really have no idea how serious things can really go. But it really does! man! XD

When i came back from KL,
I was all lost and didn't know what to do.
Before that i could say, "wait for results first laa"
But nothing to wait liao le :P
And i found out that parents can't afford me to study Architecture
So was all emo and all that.

Then suddenly,

Taylor's office in Kuching called on Monday telling me i have an interview for a 100% scholarship in Architecture Diploma at Taylor's KL the coming Wednesday. O.O
You see what i mean..
Mum say just go and try while getting interview experience loo,
not that much bout actually studying though interested.
So i finish up any remaining scholarship applications and
before i can say goodbye, flew to KL the next day (Tuesday)
Didn't meet up with friends before leaving after the first incident which some kept in on their mouths. LOL

Ok, so i went to the interview which was just the next day of arrival.
Did try to prepare.
Hop on a bus and reach Taylor's before noon.
Talked to most of the interviewees, (and found out that i stand quite a good chance XD *grins)
Waited from 11.30 till 4.00 evening until finally it was my turn.
Interview went quite well bla bla bla..
But i could smell that it really wasn't bout helping students,
giving 100% to the best candidates and all that,
its more to a business tactic to secure tuition fees T.T
They insist on the question

"IF I GIVE YOU PARTIAL SCHOLARSHIP, WOULD YOU STILL ACCEPT IT?"

They ask me that particular question for more than 3 times though i tried to play with words to escape from answering..
Blaa, went home after that disappointing interview.


Life is as uncertain as it gets.
I'm back to zero after being toyed around i would say.
Tried to apply more scholarships which i hope is not that business-centered.
Sime Darby scholarship was really one of the most tiring application..
Spend whole day typing

Then suddenly,

unintentionally i pressed "backspace"
BU! everything was gone =.= o dear...
(DO NOT PRESS BACKSPACE WHEN YOU'RE FILLING UP FORMS)

Tried it another time that evening,
There was SO MANY ESSAYS to write and when i finish everything,
my stomach made a sweet sound 10times indicating its 10pm
Mum was angry cause i didn't let her check through before sending,
thats because there was a question asking bout "Who inspire you the most to excel?"
and i wrote bout my dad **

O yea, Taylor's offered me 50% at first, so i didn't take it.

Nothing much to do AGAIN and mum ask whether i wanna continue visiting colleges.
After my previous experience, visiting wasn't that enjoyable actually.
But definitely NOT this time!

Went to TAR college.
At first it was ok, didn't felt so amazed bout it.
But the more i see, the more speechless i get
IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!
The wide campuses, the landscapes, the wonderful atmosphere, the....
Reminds me a lot bout Jay's <>

There was even a swimming pool!
3 basketball courts! Taylor's has none =.=
The HUGE hall!
Very impressive indeed :P
And when it comes to fees, its even more breathtaking.

Whole diploma is like 7000, thats not even enough for one year in other colleges OK
and if you get 9A's,
you'll get 100% scholarship without interview or whatever tactics
*hints :P
And accommodation, A beautiful resort campus with super affordable living expanses, I'm so loving it.

Meanwhile, from the information i've been collecting,
Architecture students really don't sleep.
and their work is very stressFULL
So maybe it wasn't such a bad thing that i'm not getting the 100%
Maybe God has a better plan which i'm really looking forward too.
Hope its in Tar college :)

But school starts in May for TAR, which is just nice..
Cause i was planning to go Johor and maybe Singapore for a last break before school.
Really wanna go to New Generation Church to see Pastor Prince charm in preaching.
haha

BUUUUUTTTTTT, *putt
life is just super uncertain

this morning,
before i got out of bed...
Dad called and talk to me whole lot bout accounting
i was saying "mm" "mm" cause i'm half asleep...

Then suddenly!

"take time to realizeeee..."
Colbie sang sweetly like she always does,
huh???
my phone rang laa
guess what???

"hello?"

"Good Morning, Bong Yang is it? Still sleeping a? Got good news for you, Taylor's would want to offer you a hundred percent scholarship, congratulations haa.." tut tut tut...

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WTH???

UNCERTAINTY !!!!
told you so.haha


and school starts today
meaning i skip school on my first day,
if im taking the offer that is.

So now what???





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Call the ambulance!